Thursday, November 30, 2006
Waduh.... So scary, I try to unplug and plug again but it not going fine, the LED of the disk not on. So I decide to move the database to temporary system. I have backup the database to the another server. I named it TMS Server. But the vendor of TMS server was delete the backup file.
OMG.... What can I do anymore, I try to search to another server, but I didn't find it. The database system is not under warranty anymore, so I cannot call the vendor, because the contract has finish.
Then I gi back to TMS server. I try to check in Recycle Bin. Yeaahhh... I found it, the have not empty the Recycle Bin yet... I saved... :-)
Than now the system is up and running in temporary server. Next is, I have to check to the server why the scsi didn't functions...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Sometime I wonder which is hard, abandon or leaving. Live far away from my love one is very hard to me. For this I time. I'm usually take a long journey to go to Melaka from Terengganu. Usually, I take a bus from Kuala Terengganu at 9.30 pm and will arrive at Jasin at 5.30 pm. It almost 8 hours in bus. Sometime I can sleep but somtime I cannot sleep because the bus is speeding so fast. I feel scare.
Usually I take a leave on Sunday, because West Coast is a holiday on Sunday. So, I at Melaka from Friday to Sunday. It was three days. But I very hate Sunday night. Because that night I have to go back to Terengganu. It is so hard to leave my love one there, but I have to. I have to work to get money for our family. Especially coming soon baby. I really have to work hard.
My wife also feel sad, I can see on her face. Not cheer at all. Sorry my love.. I have to do this. Because I love U so much. Because I want our family will not in trouble in future. I want to make our family live happily ever after.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
At 10.45pm, the bus arrive. After kissing my wife, I jump into bus and start journey to Kuala Terengganu.. After arrive at Tangkak, I cannot hold anymore, my face is pale in pain.. So I tell the driver to stop at any petrol station because I want to go to toilet. Fortunately, there is a Caltex Petrol Station in Tangkak. So, I'm running go to toilet... hahaaa
That was a tough journey to terengganu, but luckily, I have a new blanket, so I not feeling cold in bus. SKA bus is very cold . So much cold like freezer.. :-)
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Our conversation is about 'nafsu amarah yang marah' :-), he told me that he go to some place where is the people the like to "menyabung ayam". He told me how to advice that people. Not with a rough way. Must be polite.
Then he want me to help him to print his logo with color printer, so i tell him to go to my boss and use my boss's printer. But he refuse, because he hate and angry to my boss. It is because it was scold by my boss. He tell me that he cannot stand cool if someone talking not polite to him.
The tabligh man said that he cannot see or even talking to my boss, because of 'amarah' feeling.. He can control the feeling even he want to beat my boss..
In my heart, so pity to this tabligh man. Everyday he tell people about good of religion, but he himself cannot control a truly enemy. The enemy is inside his body, he cannot kill the enemy but he must control it. That is the truly battle, I mean a battle that never ending, "jihad". I think, in Tabligh, there is no "jihad". they just "dakwah".
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I think my English language is so bad right know. Even I myself don't know what was i'm writing, hehee.. Just hentam laaaa.. huhuu
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
I want to make a surprise to my wife, hehee... I just told her ny SMS and not give her a detail explanation about this letter. Not long after that, she call me n surprisingly want to know about this.. hehehe...
Now, i have to do is pray so that JPA will approve my application as soon as possible. I can't stay to live far away from my wife anymore.. :-(